For her

I was at the doctor's today, at Plaza 138, adjoining Hotel Maya. Walking through the carpark, I looked out to the Ampang Muslim Cemetery behind. It's a lovely cemetery (the grainy picture didn't capture it well), mainly due to the huge old, shady trees and the many matured frangipani trees with their abundant white flowers. It looked very peaceful. I prayed that those waiting for the Final Hour there, were at peace too.


I miss you very much
it has been 12 long, tumultuous years
you seem like a long lost dream...
we had after all
been together for a lifetime...
it has been rough
dark
lonely
and
confusing
with no way out of the maze at times
but through it all
I still catch glimpses of you
and know that you are still there somewhere
and that
gives me hope
maybe one day
we will be together
and complete
again...if not in life
then in the sweet respite of death
and beyond...
where illusions
have no place
anymore.