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Monday, December 29, 2008

Ferraris are red
Maseratis come in blue
I turn around to say something,
But there is no you...

5 comments:

Mat Cendana said...: This NEVER happened to me...
Is that "fortunately" or "unfortunately"?

At least you have had it, ya?
Me; "there was never a *you* to turn to" in the first place.

By writing these, now I've made myself so aware of this loneliness;
the quietness filled by the radio; the emptiness of the "no one to give all the love to"...

I may be missing on a lot. And someone somewhere is being deprived of receiving a lot from me too... and me of possibly being showered... Have to be decisive, make a decision. Wednesday 31 December could be the end of something... and the start of another... Do I really want to continue with emptiness? It doesn't make sense, but then when it becomes "consistent" and "regular", one may actually welcome it...? I don't know, really.

Better go and continue reading that "THE FOUR AGREEMENTS" book. The answers are surely there... I'm pretending that I don't see them... too afraid for the changes despite them being good?; December 29, 2008 at 10:38 PM
Saya... said...: Salam MC,

Well, it may not have happened with me either. Maybe it is just a wishful little poem. For that "you" who might still be somewhere out there? We might have that "tie" with others but he/she might not be "there" in the way we need or he/she needs from us. You know what I mean?

Blog about that book nanti, k?

BTW, we should be wary about external influences that may color our decisions,despite us telling ourselves otherwise, for something we see as better out there that may not be ours to have and in the end, we end up with tangan kosong when we are cheated by our false hopes.

And yes, change is scary too, despite the fact that it could be what we need, and so you have some who sticks with less than they deserve and miss out on yet unseen opportunities that He has Planned...

Yeah, sometimes you learn to live with less too, or learn to cope and you don't even realise what you are missing until maybe you cross paths with that someone who reminds you of what could be.

Who knows what is an illusion and what is not?

Just ask Him for guidance towards what He knows is best and for redha in our hearts despite the fact that it could not be what we desire.; December 30, 2008 at 12:56 AM
svllee said...: I wish I could photograph your thoughts...; December 30, 2008 at 1:48 AM
Singh Is Kinng said...: Salam MT and MC,

Mat, I'm lost, is it a kind of spinning thing that has no end and beginning?

Okey Mat, let's say somewhere there is someone really meant for you. So when the sun sets and darkness strikes, another day has passed by. Mathematically it is one day closer for you both to be together.

I wonder am I talking about the same thing here?; December 30, 2008 at 2:11 AM
Saya... said...: Steven,

What a nice thing to say! But I guarantee you it will be a mess if you could!

Wassalam PS,

Husam is maintaining an "elegant silence" la on Gaza...heheh.

What you are saying is whatever it is is already written la. Betui tak?

Which means, you and katrina are mathematically impossible! The sun rises and sets and she is still over there elsewhere...hahaha!; December 30, 2008 at 2:21 AM