maryam...

today I didn't want to wake up,
because I thought I had already died
and gone to heaven...
it was so blissful and warm and peaceful
something sweetly intoxicating my senses...
like a drug...
but when I opened my eyes...
it was the smell of your lovely, long, soft, wavy hair
in my face
and the warmth of your small body against me
the feel of your heartbeat against my hand
and your long, long, long, foal like legs
wrapped around me.

if that is heaven on earth,
I can't imagine
what His heaven would be like.

If I get there...

But you and Sakinah will...
because you are the two
loveliest people,
inside and out
I have ever known.
warm, loving, emphatic,
fair, patient, wise,
brave, adventurous,
kind...
giving...

Are you really mine?
you
utterly
beautiful
beings...?

ما شاء الله