I feel old.
My joints are hurting.
Can't bend my fingers without pain.
My wrists are sore.
My back hurts and pain is radiating permanently down my buttocks and my legs and toes.
Cramps on my upper back make me double over in the most public of places unannounced and I have to walk like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame. He looked more elegant, methinks.
Toes go numb sometimes too.

Nak mati dah kot.
I look forward to death actually. Whole new ballgame.
That's actually real.